rosyish:

rosyish:

Hey y’all

So as some one of you might know work has bee really difficult for me lately. A guy who sexually assaulted me (in the bathroom where I work no less) keeps coming into the bar where I work. I’ve thought previously on telling my manager about the situation but decided against it seeing as how they and many of my coworkers are friends with him.

Its been really tiring on me and is (I’m slowly starting to realize) severely impacting my mental health.

I’ve cut down my hours at work while I look earnestly for another (and better paying) job. I just honestly cannot stand being close to where I was assaulted and also see someone who assaulted me every couple of days while I’m at work. It’s just a lot for me right now

Anyways in the mean time if anyone would like to send me some $ so I can afford gas and can pay some of my bills I would be much appreciative.

I’m trying really hard to move out of the town I currently live in but it keeps getting harder and harder with how my life is currently going

Anyways my Venmo is rosyish. My cash app is $rosyish. We can be Snapchat friends if wanna and I do accept snapcash rosyishjess and i also have PayPal but message me for that

I also have a Depop for clothes that I sell if you would like to support me that way

If you can’t donate or anything I totally understand and tbh I’m quitelike a cat I always end up alright. But if you CAN send me words of encouragement during this time that would honestly mean the world to me.

Thank you so much

-Jess

Or if I can get enough to get me out of the negatives in my bank account that would be the best thing

bronweathanharthad:

tropes that will always f*ck me up

• composed characters losing their composure
• kind characters snapping
• characters hugging each other after one or both of them have been through hell
• character cradling their significant other’s face while they kiss
• character says something hurtful. later on in the movie they are in a similar situation and say something kind instead.
• self sacrifice
• griefstricken women (who under normal circumstances wouldn’t hurt a fly) lashing out and striking the person responsible for the loss of their loved one
• ugly crying
• characters struggling to talk because they’re about to cry
• characters reuniting with someone whom they thought were dead
• FOREHEAD KISSES
• F O R E H E A D     T O U C H E S

undercovermcdfan:

I’m a fandom historian because that’s corny but sometimes…. it hits me.

Some stuff, some people dont know and just assumed it always been like that. Do you all understand there was a point where a lot of people took Aaron and Aphmau’s relationship as platonic because he was written as a Mentor character for her (and they were still hooked on Garroth)? Do you understand that Travis and Lucinda were meant to be a thing? Do you realize there was a time that there wasn’t ep without Laurance and hell, you’d see him more than you did Garroth? Also him and shadow knights plots were/are pretty intertwined?

It’s so wild

Travcinda almost became canon

aphmauzine:

Hello everyone! I’m excited to announce we may be starting Aphverse: an Aphmau Fanzine! This is an unofficial, free, digital zine.

This will explore your favourite characters, ships and scenes in the Aphmau Universe, going across all series.

But, first we need to see what you all want and how we will run this zine.

Let us know your interest in this zine but filling out this form! This will go from the 10th January - 19th January.

Thank you for your time and I hope we can start one of the first Aphmau Zines!

Ask any questions on the blog, I can’t wait to see what happens.

shieldmaiden19:

robogal328:

haletheheretic:

haletheheretic:

soloveitchik:

haletheheretic:

soloveitchik:

It’s my opinion that like if a white supremacist/Nazi is going to be reformed. They need to do so willingly. The only times I’ve heard of successful rehabilitation of fascists is when they made the conscious decision to no longer be one anymore and seek atonement. People who try to like hug and change fascists that don’t want to change are fucking morons

Correct. I was crypto-facist for a few years, and the people trying to hug me didnt change me because at that point I wouldnt have listened. It was only when I started to see the movement for what it was that I was finally able to listen.

I’m not derailing your addition but I’m horrified you’re only 18. When did you become a fasc?

Yeah trust me it *is* horrifying. I’m ashamed of who I was and I think my only atonement is to talk about how damn easy it is to become one when you’re young.

This is gonna be a long post.

For a little bit of background, I am a mixed race person, half brown and half white. I was raised in a Muslim family and am still closeted around them.

I started to have issues with Islam at around 12 or so, when I first started to get the idea that I might be gay. Now I never would have admitted that was my reason. If you had asked me I probably would have said “logic” or something. Because of that I went hard into atheism and atheist circles.

Now people hate to admit this but ex-Muslim spaces are predominantly right wing. Ex-Muslims often see the left as “too tolerant” towards a religion that hurt them. This was the only community I had though, and I read through everything. I was 13.

The other thing that people hate to admit is that, especially when you’re young, being mixed race is so damn hard. If I acted “too white”, following my mother’s German/Austrian traditions, I was accused of hiding my true nature. But if I acted “too brown” I was just another camel jockey. So I hid my “Indian” customs from others and tried passing as white. Especially online.

So I’m not saying this is all youtube’s fault or anything. I was raised to believe that the brown half of my family was lesser and stupid. And with my hatred of Islam, I believed it doubly.

Then came Anita Sarkeesian. I was watching pewdiepie and from there my recommendations were all set. If I’m remembering the pipeline it was pewdiepie - Philip Defranco - Chris Ray Gun (sp?) - Thunderfoot - Sargon - etc. But I was pretty much acquainted with all of the right wing youtube of the day.

Funnily enough, I found her through Thunderfoot. That got me into antifeminism, and more specifically, GamerGate.

I was primarily on the subreddits KIA (Kotaku In Action) and TIA (Tumblr In Action). Both made fun of the SJWs. I kid you not, I would gleefully wait for “Sanity Sunday”, where the people would talk about how feminism is disgusting, cultural appropriation is fake, the wage gap isnt real, etc. I would scroll through this tag for hours.

I got most of my youtube recommendations from those subreddits. This led me from GamerGate to more fascist lines of thinking, such as watching videos about why BLM is a terrorist organization, why all muslims were evil rapists, and why I was fundamentally right to reject my Indian heritage and follow my “correct” heritage.

From here I delved into “race realism”, and I believed it all. I had to. This was the only community I had felt safe in. One of the fash guys even offered to shack me up at his house if my parents kicked me out for being atheist. I was 15.

To say that again, I was 15 and believed that white was right, blue lives matter, “we wuz kangs”, etc. I never would have called myself a fascist or a Nazi. How could I? I used my brown skin as a token, so that people could point to me and say: “See, we aren’t misogynistic and racist! We have this brown girl right here.” But I believed in all the things the Nazis did. I’m not going to pretend I didn’t. I will never pretend I didn’t.

But then something happened. I admitted to myself, and to a few others, that I was gay. And suddenly, the homophobia that I had molded myself in, it didn’t fit right. I happened to, by accident, click on the reddit thread of GamerGhazi, the opposition to GamerGate. And after a long bout of introspection I found out that they were accepting of gay people, that the things I had been experiencing were common, that maybe, just maybe, we didn’t need a white ethnostate.

I don’t want to be dramatic but that accidental click saved my life.

From there it was a road of recovery. I deleted all my old accounts, made new ones, and started to read leftist theory. I found better friends, cut out old people. So now, just about two years later, I’m healing.

I think that’s everything. I probably got some times and dates wrong because I’ve been trying to move on from it. But if you need more info or anything like that, please let me know.

Life After Hate

Founded by former violent extremists, mostly from the far-right, we are committed to compassion, education and countering violent extremism.

Life After Hate

Reblogging for anyone who’s struggling with being an ex-fascist. Feel free to message me as well, I know how scary it can be.

Reblogging because, if this shows up often enough, maybe it will be someone else’s accidental click

^^This person was brave enough to share their struggle and their road. Honor that by reblogging.

mystic-messenger-writing:

fiftyshadesofdes:

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE MYSTIC MESSENGER IN 2019

♡

Heck yeah!!! Starting off 2019 right by re-playing Zen’s route xD

nannyoggskitchen:

mehofkirkwall:

fangirltothefullest:

squirrelstone:

uswe:

just-shower-thoughts:

A werewolf film written by a woman wouldn’t be as interesting because they know how unrealistic it is to be caught by surprise by something that happens regularly every damn month.

#run right into queue#no no no no no the exact opposite#by this standard a werewolf film written by a woman would be much more interesting because it would be more /varied/#some werewolves who are prepared not only for their own shift but also for those of six of their closest packmates#some werewolves who wake up already covered in fur and look at their ruined clothes and think ‘oh /shit/ that was yesterday’#some werewolves who can’t be assed to figure out what day it is and therefore have an alert set in their phone#so that once a month they wake up not to a blinking ‘wake up’ message but to ‘wake up and Be Prepared’ and dramatic hyena music#(and then inevitably lose/break/forget to charge their phone the day before and spend hours humming uncomfortably#before suddenly remembering at the least convenient moment possible and rushing off stripping as they go)#not to mention the one werewolf who only transforms one night a month and then has to refrain from gloating#while they help their one packmate who’s been shifted for an entire goddamned week and has started dreaming of murder (via @ereborne)

And then there’s that werewolf who goes three full moons without transforming, then transforms one night during a waxing crescent moon.

Now I’m imagining some on the werewolf form of the pill and having to regularly keep up their schedule and one werewolf telling another that they used to have such irregular changes but the pill now makes things so much easier and the other werewolves being like oh man I should talk to my doctor about this.

All i imagined is some poor fucker that’s like “you think you have it bad. I got my first change at 9 and change sporadically every 4 months or so. For 2 weeks. Sometimes it happens randomly so i just gave up.”

   #for days before the change you’re extra growly and constantly want to go for walkies  

arsenicarose:

zonerbonerz:

zonerbonerz:

Just finished a session with some first time D&D players and this is the description sheet for a player’s human bard who casts spells by giving informational speeches

raw chaotic neutral

somecutething:

aitu:

when your in-character decisions irreparably fuck up the DM’s plans

Li’s 100 Arcana OCs Project

hachidori-e:

Hey y’all! Li here with something interesting. To challenge myself to draw faster and to draw different OCs, I’ll be doing the 100 OCs challenge. The catch is- I need your OCs!

Minor guidelines:

• Please understand that if I end up getting a lot of people, I can’t draw everyone’s OCs o)–(
  
• Non-followers are welcome to join, but please understand my priority goes towards my followers because they support me!
• Please only participate with Arcana OCs, this is the theme I’m sticking to because this is the community that supported me so much
• Please provide a coloured reference, at least bust-up! (since I won’t be drawing much more than shoulders given the limited space)
• Please have patience, this is a big project that will be done in between my obligations and personal works, so it may take a while!
• Depending on whether I have time or not, I may update people as I go- but again, that depends on if I have the time and how fast I work!

These will be done in my secondary style, meaning most of them will look similar to this:

Link to the participation form: HERE

Please RB if you’d like so others can participate!